im gaining the strength:episode 2

after a few days of thinking..and looking at that phone number,finally i've made a decision..a decision that also being influenced by those friends around me..ermm, do you guys ever had anything done that is being influenced by others?. and note that, what im doing now is totally under some people advices. at this moment, im out of idea and also out of my mind- doing something that i never thought of. im getting his ym id,tonight!..with lots of 'azam' and lots of courage,im seeking for the person who had his..with a help from a friend, i manage to..she get it from some1 that i dont really know who. and she also warning me not to ever know who is 'that person'. dont really know the reason,and dont really bother as well; didnt see any relevance why i should bother. then, the response i get..d'oh..he did approve it but, the surrounding, im telling you i can feel his response towards me. im expecting that he'll buzz me and ask who's this one that adding his ym. but guys, nothing is actually happen that night. so that night, nothing happens and me, in the mode of really-want-to-buzz-him. sometimes i wonder, why i have this egois feel hardly strong in my heart, which make my lil' fingers stop dancing on the key when his name appear in my ym list. buzz him or not..this words keep repeating in my head and at last i sleep with him in mind.....

~to be continued~

ps: this is not a true story..harap maklum~

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