..a post without a title..

1 year ago..
1. performing borneo dance at college
2. meeting some1
3. reheasal together
4. see the sweet smile
5. say hi
6. crush

around 6months ago..

1. texting

2. missing

3. lost contact

4. hurt

5. never meet up

last month..

1. in touch again

2. kantoi

3. missing

4. hurt

5. confess

6. realise..the crush is actually falling in love..

nota bersepah:
in love??..guess i am..but it's hurting..

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the right thing?

it's been days

still in dilemma

am i doing the right thing

to tell you the truth

what the deep thing inside

im hoping you to be closer

but what i get

is you still afar

still out of my reach

makes me wondering

is this really the right thing to do..

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nota bersepah:

rasa xsehat arini..majuk ngan si gumuk syg..T_T..n sy rindu juga..*sigh*

*sy nak sangat3 tgk cite adnan sempit..wuuuuuuwuuuu~~

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gathering kali kelima..

hai people..

ehem2..so arini,i wanna share about 1 gathering i attended last saturday[semalam la kn..ngee]

*gambar adalah sumber dari ariz

supposely kumpul at 11am..tp saya lak lambat,at 1st kena tunggu syira..tapi syira lak last minit cancel,x pergi sebab penat main handball pagi tu..hehe,xpe2..i can go by myself..independent girl katakan..:P

kali nie,ramai juga la yang datang..overall is 12,compare ngan yang lepas..paling ramai 9 org which is our 1st gathering a year ago..lama rupanye ktorg dah kenal,haha..

so,jumpa kat times square dulu..dorg yang datang awal2 main bowling..me,only arrive when they're having their lunch..weee,lapar tapi blotting..terseksa la blotting nie,aiyaaa~

lepas lunch,pergi bb..took lotsss..i means sgt2 lots ok..of photos..rasa cam dah jadi model pun ada gak..haha..then move to pavillion..tapi pavi nie posing depan dia je la..nak masuk dah xsempat..kui2~

then,pergi lot10 pula..ieta nak cari baju..me too,nak shopping sket..ngee~

xjumpa baju kat lot10,balik lagi kat times..kali nie pusing2 times pula..sempat la sambar 1 beg n 1 baju..haha

lastly,lepak kat kfc..isi perut baru balik..ambik monorel ke kl sentral,jumpa balik muz n zaf makan kat rasamas..lepak lak kejap..then,baru la balik ukm ngan ktm..

walaupun just jalan2,ambik gamba..but everything is so fun,sangat meriah..everybody is great,sengal n sporting..ngeh~

so after this,hopefully can hang out again la ye..and keep in touch..^^v

rasanya antara semua gathering,yang kali nie adalah yang sangat penat..=_+

kaki sakit..1st sbb jalan2 je..2nd sebab dari imbi ke kl sentral,berdiri.duduk pun kejap je,i think 1 or 2 stesen nak sampai baru ada seat..then,dari kl sentral nak ke ukm lak,pun kena diri..sampai kat kajang baru ada seat..kalau pakai shoe,fine la kan..but im wearing heels..nasib baik x pakai yang 4 inci,just pakai yang 2 inci jer..tapi sakit dia,>.<..so sampai2 memang rasa penat juga la..huhu~

oh,lupa lak 1 lagi cerita..as you know la kan,here we had buses that pick us at ktm then pusing2 1 ukm..means lalu semua kolej la..so,im with leman which supposely drop at kbh terlepas bus stop kbh sebab 1)leman leka ngan kawan dia sampai xperasan dah sampai depan khb..2) n me,pun xprasan dah nak sampai PK..sebab malam kan,so penglihatan nie mereng sikit..huhu..PK or nama panjang dia,Pusat Kesihatan nie depan kbh..berwarna biru,so kalau nak datang kbh..sila notice this blue color building 1st ok..then,ktorg pun terpaksa la drop depan KTAM..jalan kaki dalam 10 minit,dahla kaki sakit..memang memerlukan ketahanan jiwa yang tinggi..huhu..papepun,we arrived kbh safely..heee~~

nota bersepah:

sangat2 best..dan penat..hehe~

actually,gambar banyak yang dikatakan itu ada kat fb,dalam simpanan ariz..so nk tgk g la jenguk..XD

fakta:

arini g salon..lama xjejak kaki masuk ke bilik rambut ini..huhu

lama sgt kne dryer sampai rambut pun macam kne straigthen..=_+

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ini untuk dia

bila rasa itu datang lagi

hati jadi gelisah,tidak senang

namun terselit sedikit bahagia

yang buatkan hari aku tersenyum

malam aku terpancar sinarnya

akhirnya kau sedar akan ini

apa hati ini katakan dulu

tapi..

kenapa sekarang?~

nota bersepah:

rahsia hati sy dah terbongkar...malu sampai rasa nak demam,n rasa nk muntah2..:?

skg dah jam 1am..dan esok sy ad lab pukul 9am..arghhh~~~

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.:i see you:.

I see you

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanting

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that’s beautiful

My senses touch your world I never pictured

Now I give my hope to youI surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colours of love and of life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

And live through your love

And live through your life

I see you

I see you

selitan:
lagu nie is given by a friend..and for those who had been to cinema,im sure you know this song right..it's avatar ost..and it's my 1st listening when he gave to me..haha..maap la,sy xtengok lagi cite avatar..:P
the highlighten one is my fav quote..hehe~

nota bersepah:
arini rasa xsehat,asik nk muntah je..tp yg kuarnya just angin..apakah,T_T..wuuuwuuu
tp, disebalik ketidaksehatan itu..hati sy berbunga2 setaman..agagaga~~
*ye,sy tau ayat itu kedengaran bongek..kah2~

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from a friend to a friend

when a friend said..

i need you more,

dont want you to leave me,

want you to stay beside me,

want you to listen to me,

want you to be frank to me,

want this as our only dirty little secret,

what are the responses you'll give to her?

what you're going to say when one day..

she mad when you left her,

irritate when you're at the other side

cry when you ignored her,

displease when you told the truth,

upset when you trust the others,

and lastly,she left you for a guy..

will you still be her friend?~

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nota bersepah:
haaa..jawab jgn xjawab~~~~_~
minum nes di tgh malam..konon2nya nak wat lab report..tp lastly berlab-facebook and berlab-blogging..terima kaseh ye sedara mood sbb selewengkan sy mlm nie..=_=

nota tersepah:
i dont know if im happy or, terkilan?~ or 2 mood in 1 time??..*ok2,otak mereng dah*

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..nothing..

hai people..

actually,i dont have anything good to share today..just this time, dalam post nie sy nak buat 1 luahan hati..so people,be aware la ye..it might bore you,so you may not read it if you dont want to..

nak mula cerita nie..

recently,something happen in my diary..satu2nya guy yang sy rapat akhirnya berkenan dengan a cute pretty girl..of course la im happy for him..tapi deep inside me,actually im cyring out..because i know,he'll leave me..wont be there for me when i need some1..wont listen to me when im in pain..i didnt cry but it really hurts me..losing a closed friend is really a heartache..
dulu2 we always contact each other..kalau x ym,we texted..everything that happens in my day,memang gtau dia..when im sad,he told me not to..dia salu cakap,

'jangan layan sangat hati tu'

kadang2 memang rasa nak ketuk jer,tapi ada betul gak kata dia..sometimes,rasa hati tu perlu dibuat bodoh..barulah hidup nie tenang sikit..lepas tu,dia akan mula ngan lawak sengal dia..which makes me laugh and forget the pain before..and frankly,i miss it..rindu sangat masa hidup nie ada seorang kawan lelaki yang we can lend on..tapi apa boleh buat la kan,orang dah bahagia ngan hidup dorg,xkan nak kacau daun pula..

bukan la nak cakap kawan perempuan nie xleh lend on..it's just a lil bit different tau..kawan perempuan that i have now are all precious to me,susah senang kami bersama..i dont even dare to think the day we'll apart,betapa hati nie sayang yang amat ngan dorg..it's just because,he's the only kawan lelaki yang sy pernah rapat..so terasa la sikit kan kalau tiba2 dia hilang..

sekarang nie hidup dah kembali ke track yang asal..with only kawan perempuan,no more kawan lelaki..yang rapat la i mean..no more pendapat from pihak lelaki,just girls..ye la,kalau nak tau pandangan lelaki,memang tanya dia..pastu buat bandingan,between girls' and a boy's opinion..
bila difikirkan balik,memang sedih..hidup rasa sunyi sikit..nape sunyi?..meh sy cite ye nape sunyi..

kalau dengan dia,we texted..almaklum la,jauh kan kl-bangi..bosan2,message dia,xpun dia message..tapi kalau dengan kawan perempuan,xkan nak text juga..gila apa,duduk pun 1 kolej,1 blok,1 aras lagi tu..so kalau bosan2,jalan je la bilik dorg..sekarang nie,ada juga la jalan2 bilik dorg tapi xkan hari2 nak jalan bilik orang..tambah2 lagi sy nie pemalas orangnya..now,can you see,why i felt the lonely??..
*papepun,as a friend kita doakan mereka berbahagia je la..and thanx for your time sbb sudi baca luahan ini..

nota bersepah:
mood arini berlari2 anak..nak buat tutor pn sedikit malas..*sigh*

fakta:
sy rindu dalam bahagia..

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#hadiah chopstick buat kamu#

persahabatan seperti sepasang 'chopstick'
berdiri megah bila berdua
masih juga megah jika tanpa pasangan
mengapa harus sendiri andai berteman itu
adalah yang terbaik dan yang terindah
memang benar,sukar juga jika mahu dinafi
bila sendiri,juga mampu ke depan
malah mungkin lagi baik
tp bukahkah lebih indah jika dikongsi bersama
kebahagian dan kesedihan yang dirasa,
juga kejayaan dan jatuh bangun itu..

'chopstick' itu ditakdirkan berdua
begitu juga kita,dan aku mahukan kita begitu
walaupun berdua itu pedih,sakit
sejujurnya aku tidak mampu melihat kau sendiri
tanpa bahu untuk menangis
dan tanpa penenang di kala gundah
mendengar setiap butir yang kau ucap
dan memeluk kau bila butir menjadi esakan
agar kau sedar,dunia ini tidak kejam
kau masih ada aku,berdua mengharung airmata
seperti chopstick yang sama2 mengharung kuah mee..^^

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nota bersepah:
buat saudari nabila mohd kahar...jangan cedey2 ye, i'll always be your shoulder untill you meet some1 right,ok..*hugs*
nota tersepah:
ada sapa2 nk bagi chopstick as birthday present x??~
haha..
fakta:
experiment amali kimia pertama untuk sem ini telah gagal dimana product yg dihasilkan adalah 0.00g..sekian,laporan..

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life-puzzle-life-puzzle

life is short
but fullness
be happy
not regretting
life is like a puzzle
match your days
and your feels
with hundreds of colors

why life is short?..
errmmm..yang itu harus sendiri fikirkan ye..every1 will say,hidup nie kejap je..so enjoy it/beribadat/make full of it n blablabla..
whenever things happen,should not regret for it right..tapi ada juga yang regret for it..bersedih seolah2 esok adalah pengakhiran..bagi yang punya otak rasional,can think wise..mereka hanya akan bersedih sekejap..watpe lama2 katenyer la..

why life is like a puzzle??..
bayangkan hidup anda di masa lampau[not very lampau ok,cukup sekadar 10 tahun kebelakang],im sure you played that small puzzle which had cartoon image,sailormoon la,power ranger la..kan2?..haha..if you ever realise 1 thing, to arrange the puzzle,actually you need mind thinking..when you think,you solved it faster than without thinking..xcaya?..xnak sudeh :p..
no la people,i've seen some kids like this..masa tu tengah jaga booth sukaneka 4KL n there's game puzzle for kids..ada yang boleh settle in 5 minit,ada yang sampai habis masa yakni 15minit pun xsettle..see how it is?~
ehh,melalut lak..so nak bagitau la sini kaitan life and puzzle..nak corakkan masa depan,sama juga macam nak susun puzzle..should think wise and in the end you'll find the path to success..if salah susun,you'll hardly make it dan ambil masa yang panjang juga nak berjaya..

nota bersepah:
it's a dull day..merepek lagi dalam blog..aiyaa~

fakta:
saya masih suka org itu..errrr...

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..my melody..

when the light start to strike
im in dark again,silent
wondering, yet listening
where's the reason..

my dear, you left
leaving behind the melody
unfold, yet reminiscing
wish not to be hurt..

time is here,for you and me
for the rhythm to flow
for the happiness to tied
the best to happened,perhaps..

as years are walking
and clock is knocking
with you,life is a fullness
without you,life is still a life..

mouring,dont you be
because,the smile on you
is the light im searching
im alright,dont you worry..

life should go on, for real
i know,you'll be the song
i sing along,it's the sign
of the friendship,im telling..

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nota bersepah:
specially dedicated..my super forensic senior,kak nini..^^
poem nie ad ala2 cedey,tp akak jgn cedey2 ea..heee~
*nnt nk letak kt notes dalam fb..myb letak skali meaning each rangkap..

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..kerana kamu..

aku punya satu rahsia
yang tersimpan kemas
tersorok dalam poket
jaket berwarna merah hitam

rahsia ini wujud kerana kamu
datangnya ia kerana kamu
terkunci sepi kerana kamu
terdiam aku juga kerana kamu

kerana kamu
aku kini perahsia
demi menjaga
rasa hati rahsia kamu

kerana kamu
aku kini berjaga-jaga
menutur yang perlu
agar rahsia tidak bolos lepas

kerana kamu
dan mungkin juga mereka
demi menjaga hati-hati
yang mungkin tercalar luka

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note bersepah:
rahsia??

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..kamu..

aku mahu kamu
dalam perjalanan ini
agar aku
bisa memilih simpang yang betul

aku perlu kamu
dalam perjuangan ini
agar aku
kuat mempertahankan hak yang betul

aku ingin kamu
dalam perhubungan ini
agar aku
maju dalam menongkah arus yang betul

dalam segala-galanya
aku mahu,perlu dan ingin kamu
kerana aku yakin dan percaya
kamu wujud untuk aku berjaya..

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nota bersepah:
makluman..puisi kali nie bersifat universal..'kamu' boleh didefinasikan sbg famly,kawan,kekasih,rakan sekelas,rakan sekerja n myb rakan sebilik..

nota tersepah:
aizat menang n aku suka..suka lagu pergi..:D

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..one word..

friendship…
one word…but the value..cant be trade with anything..

friendship..
one word..but it contains..million of feels..

friendship..
one word..but it stays..forever and ever..

friendship..
one word..but it smells..like a rose that spread wild in summer..

friendship..
one word..but just keep it simple like that..
because it has a thousand of loves in it..

nota bersepah:
nie poem given by a bestfriend..hehe..nice2..i like~~
*aku ada edit sket2 fren..n tajuk tu aku wat sendiri..xcakap lak td tajuk die ape..^^

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yang sebenarnya..layanlah people around u baek2..

hello people of earth~
ehem2..testing2..suara dah ok,suhu pun ok..kepala ermm,ok juga..
orait..i dah sehat,ye la semalam rasa cam nak demam..rasa panas2 sikit time nak tidur..hehe

so-so-so..people of earth,apa gosip korang arini?..best?..gosip terbaru ke gosip lama?..
cet~!.klo lama xmo la dengar,basi lor..:P

arini nak gosip ringan2 je la ye..busan pun busan juga nie..klo gosip berat2 kang lentok atas katil lak ending nanti..huahua~

tadi ngah godek2 lappy,teringat kat cite one of my friend nie..[actually cite lecturer die mase matrik dlu]

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::sedih lagi::

i have you,a friend

who share sweet and sour

who knows my sad and my happy

who i can trust

who i care and love

i listen to your complaint

i touch your anger

i pray the happiness

is yours

it's you, my friend

always been there for me

no matter when and where

makes me comfortable

makes me in debt

makes me loves the friendship deeper

but now,it's no longer happen

when you found true love

im nobody anymore

makes me sometimes to wish

that true love dont come

atleast not this fast

because i still need you

as when you gone

im totally in dark..

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nota bersepah:

sy sedang bersedih..rse spt dah ilang kawan..T_T

nota tersepah:

nie pula sorg lg kwn...die dh pun berpunya..sy bila lg?..kuang2..*solan cepumas*

fakta:

rindu my cute-handsome-little prince..wuuuaaaaaa~!!!!!

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