kenapa??

hello there...

today..i see his name in my ym list..d'oh..

im hurt again..

i try to ignore but...it's hard to..

then..

i think of him again..something that i shouldnt do..

gosh..can some1 give me some cure for me to stop all this nonsense creeping thing..

i really want to forget him..forever..

but i dont know why my heart and my mind are so out of control

so stubborn

keep thinking of him..while he never think of me

please..i dont want this in my life..

*crying silently*

nota bersepah: xtau nk luah kt sapa dh..it's getting serious day by day..my god..this is not the real me anymore..

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[budi bahasa budaya kita]

Burung Apa? Burung Muraiii

kowg mesti familiar kn ngan iklan neh..tiap2 ari raye mmg x miss la tv3 ulang2 siar iklan neh..tp, ak ble tgk iklan neh rase sakit ati plak..kurang hajak tahap babon jantan la anak dye tu..x menghormati owg tua lgsung..sukupapat ngan mengkarung ijau yg x kenang budi..tp, apekate kalo kte ubah iklan tu blik..hahaha..ape lg??kowg bace la sendiri~=P

1989

Anak : Burung aper?

Bapak : Burung Murai

Anak : Burung aper?

Bapak : Burung Murai

Anak : Burung aper?

Bapak : Burung MuraiAnak : Burung aper?
PELEMPANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! (Sibapak tampor)
Anak : HuaaaaaaHuaaaaaaaHuaaaaaaa!! (meleleh air mata)

Bapak : Besok kalu Tuhan kasi betul-betul telinga kau tuli baru kau tahu! Udah!!! Jgn permainkan orang tua-tua… tak baik!!!!
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2009

Bapak : Burung aper?

Anak : Burung Murai

Bapak : Aa aa yer burung Murai

Anak : Eh!!Kenaper abah tak ulang-ulang tanyer? Masih power telinga abah ni yer.

Bapak : Yer! Masa dulu kalu arwah datuk kamu panggil abah suruh ke kedai ke aper, sekali panggil jer abah dah menyahut. Abah tak berani nak buat pura-pura pekak macam ngko selalu buat masa kecik-kecik. Barangkali itulah yang jadi barakahnyer, jadi telinga abah ni Allah Taala kasi clear sampai sekarang!...

fakta: isi entry ini adalah 100% copy n paste dari blog seorg sahabat termasuk la tajuk entry..keh2~~
jgm marah ek kwn..kui2~

nota bersepah: supposely ad video p mls mo ltk..huhu~~

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sedikit luahan

~greeting people~

after this..please..please..dont ask me to go shopping in bangi
penattt~~

seriously to say guys..being in ktm is such a disaster..padat macam sardin tau
and today, my way to kl..some people gadoh in the train..
goshh..scary kn..huhu..

then i went to times..naik monorel pula..b4 that took lrt..not so many people la..sedang2 jer
same with monorel..bahagia sikit la tym g tmes..

at times..perghh..apa semua org dpt jpa ker arini?..or it's a pay day??
got so many people shopping..
arrghhh..[tbe2 trauma nk g shopping..kah2]

then..want to take monorel to ktsn..
this time..it is indescribable...the monorel is penoh,full,padat..apa2 la..
mmg arini suma org mo kuar ka..ayooo~

sampai ktsn..br la lega..kui2~~
so after this..please dont ask me to go out to mid or mines during weekend k guys..hehe
weekdays..perhaps can, if i've no class..and rajin..hoho~

nota bersepah: arini dok cafe ktsn lepak ngn senior fskb yg b4 nie xnah lepak..dh kuar ktsn br ad gosip2 ngn dorg..apakah..haha

fakta: rindu woo ngn cafe ktsn..kt bangi xleh lepak kt cafe smpai kol 12..ktsn jer..huhu~

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bitter heart

another song from zee avi

bitter heart

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,

Children spinning around till they fall down down down.

I wait for you: it's been two hours now,

You're still somewhere in town,

Your dinners getting cold.

I rest my case you are always this late,

And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,

Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,

Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,

Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,

So tell me whats her name.

Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside

Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,

Bitter heart, my bitter heart is getting just a little fragile,

nota bersepah:sgt suka dgr lagu ni..i think it's song from a mum to her son..like her voice so much..wee~

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my story dont want to end itself

haluu there...

bedtime story for tonight.ermmm...i finally move to ukm bangi
hehe..staying at kolej burhanuddin helmi aka burhan. get asrama instead of fletlet
(nasib baik..kah2)

asrama is just newly renovated while fletlet is still in its old way, sgt huduh..sorry to say..hoho.
my new room mate is not a forensic girl but come from another faculty..fakulti sains teknologi dan maklumat,taking computer science..hometown at tawau sabah, a chinese. same age but older than me 23 days.ngeh..very talkative girl, hopefully can get along within 1 year at bangi here.
(sedikit soal siasat yg dah berjaya dibuat..ngee)


another bedtime story...
'my story dont want to end itself'<--wondering?
me also wondering of it myself..ayooo..
i still cant let myself go from him..it's not that i dont want to but i cant..

people can call me an idiot but that cannot be a catalyst to make me forgetting him

people can call me crazy over useless thing but that also cannot make me stop thinking over him

people can call me bagaikan pungguk as well but that cannot stop the feel from polimerized

nota bersepah:abaikan apa yg telah dipost ini..sy dh sewel..

nota tipoo:aku cuma rindu[location:mimpi dia]

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+kantoi by zee avi+

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known that your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

nk dgr??..i put it in my myspace playlist..sila2 la dgr..hehe
http://www.myspace.com/iceq1802

nota bersepah: i like this song..a simple and santai song..with hidden msg in it..

fakta:skg asik dgr lagu nie..bia smpai termuntah2 mcm mse dgr lagu hola(lalola ost)..ngeeee

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.:meaning of a smile:.

greeting people..

today's topic..is..ermmm..a smile?..yerp, i wanna talk about a smile..
hehe
it's not his smile im going to talk about but it's something else that catch my mind off


i mention before right where am i now..melaka..my coursemate hometown
im staying here for 1 week holiday, along with musim buah...hoho
so happy when we can eat fruits with free
agaga~~~


staying together with her family is her grandpa, we call him atok.
atok is very old from what i can assume, just recover from old illness
and now he's not feeling well, got fever


so, the main thing i want to talk of is the smile on his face that i can see within these few days
how i can feel that the smile is so-so-so full of happiness
when his daughter(my friend's mom) talk to him, ask what he want to eat or what he need
he smiles like the world is his
and that smile melt me..i can see he is so happy to be with his daughter

and that remind me of my grandpa..been a while didnt pay him a visit..
huhu


at first i saw him past few days, i felt pity
well, everyone feel it that way when we see elders
because he's not well, too old to walk by himself
need others to help him. but, inside those we see, i know now
that, he is happy in his life.


today, i see another expression on his face again.
a sad face. dissapointment is the best word to say i think
someone, a relative just passed away this morning
but he couldnt pay for a last respect.
when his daughter told him not to go as he's not very well
he's just remain in silent, like thinking of something
perhaps thought that why he cant go
when being asked did he ok to go, he kept saying he's fine and no headache
but then, we can see that he had headache
so makcik decide he should rest at home
again i see the sad face of his
my gosh, that hurts me a lil bit


now, he sleep. slept since morning. demam x kebah lg.
i hope that he'll get well very-very soon
i think he get fever because of last night outing, we went for eating satay
and it's quite cold outside..
ermmm..anyway, let us together pray for him, ok...


nota bersepah: i did adore that smile, a smile of an elder have the happiness of the world..may god bless him always..

nota lagi:esok mau balik bangi dah..dok kt burhan..hoho~~

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oppsss...tag lg??

The rules:
• Write three (3) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.

1. xknl sgt senanyer org ini..huhu

2. have cute face

3. 1st expression..ermm..mudah emo kot..hoho

• Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.

1. i'm a small lady

2. internet freaker i guess

3. addicted with a senior..oppss

4. born as a pure iban people in a christian-anglican family

5. have stupid-addicted-crazy shopping hobby

6. currently studying at ukm..forensic sc deg.

7. always get worry with perm hair,shud i get hair treatment or not?..

8. allergic with make up, but still gedik want to use it..huh~

9.like to wear heel..or shud i say, must wear..agaga

10. love people around me, known or unknown..but the most are family and friends..
• Pick your seven (7) most deserving recipients and describe them.

7??..byknyer huhu..

1. biela-sweet girl with sweet words.sgt puitis bila berbicara dlm blog.like to read hers.

2. dee-org ini like to tag me before,, but i can only rep months later..hoho..nice guy, org melaka,bdak awam upnm

3. muz- org ni lak xde blog, ad web sndiri jer. nice guy jgak, willing to listen to my problem, create a song for both of us, tp xde lirik..ayoo~

4.norlina-my coursemate,jiran jaoh,sweet and matured girl.penah gado skali,make me cry once.a friend that never can be replaced.

5. syira aka cambesje-coursemate and jiran jaoh jgak.very nice person,soft spoken,penah gado skali and make me cry once smpai bengkak mata..huhu

6. shaza liyana-coursemate,jiran dekat.so lampi girl,tua sthn,so nice,never see her angry i think.like to kiss us the girls.

7. nurul izni-my rumate kt plaza rah,selang 2 blek mse kt k1,small girl jgak,sgt kepoh,so-easy-get hurt,good listener,br bwat blog.

(ehh..smpai 7 dh?..huhu)
• Leave a comment on the recipients’ blog to tell them they’ve been tagged.

nota bersepah:arini jln2 pusing melaka..naik beca,msk museum kuar museum,ambek gmba..waaaa,penat...hoho..tp bez..and now got headache,sbb kne panas lme sgt..T_T

fakta:xbole berpanas lme sgt, will get headache n mata cam pedih2..huhu

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