cry for someone we never meet..what is the feeling actually??..

do you ever think of crying for someone that you never meet before??..sound weird right but that happens tp me recently..2 weeks ago,we(me and family) went to order this one cemetry cross..that one was for my very '1st' late brother..actually i knew i had another brother when my dad past away 6 years ago..the day we went to order new cross,my mum told me about him..the feeling deep inside was hardly described..

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100 questions i have today...

> 100.WHAT'S YOUR PROFILE SONG? WHY?
~~permintaan hati by letto..
> 99.DO YOU HAVE A JOB?
~~no..hanging out at home jer..
> 98.LAST CALL ON YOUR TELEPHONE?
~~ermm..who is it??..owhh,bro last brother at labuan..hehe
> 97.DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
~~yup and it hurts me to like him
> 96.LIE IN THE LAST 24 HRS?
~~about linguaphone..hehe..shhhhhuu~~
> 95.DO YOU PLAY A GAME?
~~yup..in d' lptp..right now installing counter strike;condition zero..but ram not enough to play it..wuuuwuuu
> 94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SAW> YOUR LOVED ONES?
~~at dining room..juz now.hihii
> 93.WHAT ARE YOU EATING?
~~nasi with fillet masak sos..juz a simple meal today..
> 92.WHO/WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
~~betraying by certain people..ermm juz forget about it..
> 91.WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU> GROW UP?
~~family!!..husband n kids..haha
> 90.WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
~~sadeline vateria anak badar
> 89.WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR HAIR?
~~black but now it seem like a lil bit brown..sunlight effect i guess..aihhh
> 88.DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE> OPPOSITE SEX YOU ALWAYS HANG WITH?
~~hang with??..no,dont have close friends of opposite sex.
> 87.DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
~~of course la..include me,there are 6 of us..^_^..
> 86.WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
~~at sweetie-sweetie-home..
> 85.WHAT FUN THING DID YOU DO LAST WEEKEND?
~~ermm..not at all..wait,i think i had one..kne tinggal ngn ktm at kl central..d'ohh..haha..
> 84.DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY?
~~on9 n on9...n kiss my baby..=P
> 83.ARE YOU HAPPY?
~~happy??...have no birdy feeling right now..just neutral feel..
> 82.WHO IS SITTING TO YOUR LEFT, RIGHT> NOW?
~~left:kerusi sofa..right:tikar..far right:my mum n 1st brother..
> 81.WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
~~dad???...past away 7 yrs ago..=/
> 80.DO YOU HAVE ANY BAND CD?
~~band cd??..never have one..
> 79.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON ON YOUR INBOX?
~~in hp:fatin..in email:facebook..
> 78.CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT
~~mouse..n astro decoder..
> 77.DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
~~only in lecture hall..silau problem..
> 76.DO YOU HAVE A NECKLACE?
~~yup..as a sign im a christian..haha..people always misunderstand me as a malay n gave strange look in bulan ramadan when i had lunch b4..
> 75.DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
~~noooo....im just daydreaming.~~hahahaha
> 73.DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
~~never since 5 yrs ago...
> 68.WHAT SONG DO YOU HEAR NOW?
~~tak selamanya selingkuh itu indah by merpati band..this song puts me in sway mode..
> 65.WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
~~tshirt of my last rumah sukan n short..
> 64.LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
~~in fs:ns..in facebook:fatin..
> 63.DO YOU SING?
~~no,im a bad singer..=P
> 62.PAST OR PRESENT LOVE?
~~in the future..=P
> 61.ROCK OR RAP?
~~neither
> 59.WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
~~ermmm...my uncle..
> 58.WHO LAST TEXTED YOU?
~~fatin..+___+
> 57.WHAT'S INSIDE YOUR RIGHT POCKET IN> YOUR SHORT?
~~nothing..it's empty..
> 54.WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
~~dont think so..but family,yes!
> 53.LATEST THING YOU'VE RECENTLY CRIED ABOUT?
~~him....coz it hurt me so much...
> 52.ARE YOU JEALOUS NOW?
~~nope..im fine with him dating another girl..Y,peach
> 51.WHAT DO YOU SMELL?
~~ermm..nothing smelly here..
> 50.IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT> NOW?
~~yes!!..linguaphone,s***** thing i ever do this year
> 48.WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW?
~~tomorrow??...dont have plan yet..
> 47.WHAT DID YOU EAT FORBREAKFAST?
~~just a cup of coffee..my mum special coffee,no others like hers..^^
> 46.LUNCH?
~~rice,fish fillet n cabagge..
> 45.Dinner?
~~dont know yet for tonight...depends with the cookers...
> 42.CAN YOU CLIMB A TREE?
~~errrr..xtau la..xkot,lme dh x panjat pokok..
> 37.FAVORITE NUMBERS? WHY?
~~5..just like it..
> 35.DO YOU AGREE THAT 1ST LOVE NEVER> DIES?
~~never...dont believe in 1st love things..
> 32. JEANS OR SWEATPANTS?
~~dont like jeans for sure..
> 31.WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING?
~~be his gf..haha..kidding laa...meet sum1 nice kowt..
> 30.ARE YOU GONNA DO IT?
~~let god decides it for me..klo ad jodoh ad la kot..
> 29.DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?
~~no..i wear it when i put my shoe on..
> 28.DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
~~never..but i took photo with it twice..
> 27.HAVE YOU EVER CRIED IN FRONT OF> YOUR LOVED ONES?
~~ermm..yup,in front of beloved family..
> 26.WHERE DO YOU GO EVERY MORNING?
~~kitchen...bathroom..
> 23.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
~~ ermmm..my own name kot..hehe
> 19.TV SHOW?
~~not a favourite at all..seldom watching tv lately..
> 18.DO YOU LIKE 80'S MUSIC?
~~a couple of band only..i like bee gees n beatles..^_^//
> 11.CAN YOU LICK YOUR TOE?
~~eeiiuuuu..never..never wish for it either..
> 10.BEEN IN AN OPPOSITE SEX RELATIONSHIP?
~~had a bf once..lots of friendship in this past few years..
> 9.BEEN TO COLLEGE?
~~in university right now..
> 8.WHAT IS YOUR HANDPHONE MODEL??
~~sony ericsson..
> 7.FAVORITE TIME OF THE DAY?
~~night...kot..
> 6.FAVORITE DRAMA?
~~wulan..bez gak cte indon nie..haha
> 5.FAVORITE COLORS?
~~red n black..but lately always buy blue color things..
> 4.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
~~ntah..everyday seems the same..
> 3.WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO
~~a new bf,the special one..hahahah
> 2.ARE YOU IN YOUR LOVED ONES' HEART?
~~no...so pity me...ermm..in my mum maybe..
>1.WHO IS YOUR LOVE
~~family!!! n friends...love everyone in the world..

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